Paranoia.

well its sunday. normally im very busy during sundays. i would normally go out. but this sunday is different. its sunday it's mass day as we do all know. yet lately i am not attending mass regularly. im like struggling with my responsibilities as a roman catholic. going to mass is an essential part of a life of a good follower. yet im not being one. but i still have the firm faith with god and i do still pray. i remember one homily of a priest that says that even if you dont go to mass that regularly as long as you still talk to him its quite a way to show respect to god as well. i wanted to start that habit again of going to mass EVERY sunday. i really do hope that i will do it. all i need is faith and the proper guidance.

*enough of my questions*

this sunday was quite a bore. coz i did not go out. so i stayed at home and satisfied my eyes with my favorite shows. almost all of you know im a fan of ABT UR LUV.well i just watched the episodes that i missed from the show 'abt ur luv'. im such a fan of this show. and the two episode i missed were full of important scenes. (This was a month ago). Nelle told her true feelings towards Josh. and the feud between brenda and celine became worse. i mean just for STICK. (girls im here ! =P ) haha. the fights are so fetch yet its fun to watch. they are both great actors. i mean they can kick ass. i love watching them fight. and what the hell josh rejected nelle! but it would be better if they would fight over me. just stayed at home watching all of my favorite shows. what a day! wheew.

tomorrow will be our presentation! i printed the script for each member.i dont want to show off or anything i just want to prove that i am capable of creating a good dialogue. im really being paranoid today. i hope all of this will come out right. ill just sleep this head banging paranoia !. =(


*till my next post ! =P